O Allah you have tested me for so many times
So many years.
I am still waiting for a better time.
I cannot handle the pain I felt.
The sadness make me mad.
But i still have hope.
The hope that i have is painful because the risk is also to be disappointment..
Hope hurts i have so many seen that i disappointed..
I don’t want to feel so much pain.
It’s enough..
The pain makes me despair…